My HeArt GoeS

2009-11-13T11:26:00.009+08:00

THE POWER OF STUPIDITY

stupid person is the most dangerous type of person i can say.

They did things without realizing that what they did is actually very stupid and makes them look stupid. STUPID!!!

"Non-stupid people always underestimate the damaging power of stupid individuals. In particular non-stupid people constantly forget that at all times and places and under any circumstances to deal and/or associate with stupid people always turns out to be a costly mistake. In this regard, Nature seems indeed to have outdone herself."

By Carlo M. Cipolla

Think twice before you say negative things about other people
cause you'll end up to be the biggest

mother fucker!!

Ciou peepz

2009-09-23T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hoola Earth

1st of all Selamat hari raya to all mankind maaf Lahir dan Batin ;)

2nd of all, Bye Bye... hahahahaha

P/s: Beat me while u can readers... hahaha

2009-09-18T20:26:00.005+08:00

1st of all i'd like to share with you about my life story.. Chey chey chey
Haha.. Btw, been thinking bout parents lately, i miss them soo much
Missing them being around each other.. Now, i don't know what else to do..
I'm moving to my new place soon and will be bringing mum along but i've no idea what/how to tell my dad.. Haiz....

Met my siblings for break fast yesterday and they start talking about this and they kinda say that i'm bias.

I don't know what's going to happen to my "used to be happy family".. :(

My dad's ill and i'm worried, the broken heart mum worried me as well..
Now, what i can do is follow with the flow...

Hubby has been the most understanding person in my life right now, only god knows he feel..
I mean what will you feel if your partner shouted at you for no reason right??

Ok... My mind is blank and don't know what else to pen in...

Kuddoosss peepz

2009-05-23T18:06:00.011+08:00

DR Force Open... Exhausted...

Pictures below tells how tired we are... We got thru the first day.. Four more days to go..
Its damn tiring yet fun i tell you, things will be just fine with my sayangss around (Irene, Ah Per, Beauillusion, Belle, Thila, The lawyer Rupha and Suba).
Well, we are actually dealing with these people who doesn't have any sence of responsibilities. Rent a box and but don't want to pay.. IDIOT or what?

Bebelle

Beauillusion

Myself
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That aside...................................

Work

Everyone makes stupid mistakes in their life. Big stupid mistakes. Most, make it without even knowing it, just like someone from a same department. Can never realize the mistakes that he did and when others finds out then he will start to cover his ass by telling different things. How cruel human can be huh!!!

Life

i need to work and stay home and spend more time with him and chill out with my friends. Nothing fancy but yah, that shall be my life from now on. No more dancing. Well, dancing is my passion.... but i've to stop cause schedule is damn packed. FUCK.

I can’t believe i’m actually writing things here, i think i like the idea of blogging but i hate trying to express how i feel and to type down what actually happens.
I'm weird; am i?

Ok Peepz.. Lista's out..

2009-05-15T20:26:00.003+08:00

EMO SIA LISTA. WTH

Been really caught up with work. Things happened here and there (The good and the bad).
Can anyone of you readers tell me how to overcome all this?
Its just too much to handle.

I just don't know how long more i can stand. I am soon gonna fall.

Ciouz

09.05.2009

2009-05-10T09:37:00.008+08:00

@_@

How do you know when, how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much pretending. Too much to ask… And when is it all just too much to bear?

The world of pretend is like a cage. We deny that we’re in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can’t recognize the truth right in front of our faces.

But we can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are hurt, we are scared, denying it doesn’t change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world..

At the end of the day, there are just some things you can’t help but talk about. Some things you just don’t want to hear, some things you keep to yourself and some things you say because you can’t be silent any longer.

But then again, some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. And often, every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

When i see alot of what you do especially to hide us, making it seem okay to prolong this situation that we’re in, use the same reason against me time and time again, i wonder if you even think of how i’d feel. Sometimes it even looks like you’d rather let me down and put my feelings in total disregard all in the name of pretence.

But, like children, we never give up hope.

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Wanna know what i'm doing now?

I'm doing something which TOTALLY not necessary!! Damn.

Its just a waste of time. Like, for real.

There's this guy from another department "SQ" is trying to be funny but its not funny. AT ALL.

What are you trying to do huh? Sent out emails. Well, you know what..........YOU FAILED BOY!!! ummm nope.. YOU FAILED GIRL!!!! FUCKOO!!!!

I've got two words for you..... TRY HARDER!!!!!

ps: Rosza..................... We are survivor and we can make it.... YEAH

2009-03-16T20:49:00.003+08:00

Bz

Firstly, my blog's dead.

Secondly , i miss my Family. No words can describe how much i misses them.

Thirdly, been bz with work.. and its getting??? Fuhh, only god knows.

Fourthly, I'm freaking fat..

Lastly, i'm stress.. like nobody business... hah

super lastly, I miss my superhuman. (Mr Ariffin).

And of cos i miss that tembam lady name Irene Choo aka Ah Choo

i'm off

2009-03-12T20:16:00.001+08:00

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2009-01-04T20:01:00.003+08:00

2009

i know Its a lil late but still....Happy new year Peepz....
I love you all deep deep........

Dear Love
In reality, relationships have ups and downs.
If someone is worth enough to you then, you have to fight to stay through the tough times.

I Love you dear.....

2008-12-28T14:08:00.004+08:00

I'm not a stalker

I'm in love with Gigi Torres. My god.. she is soooo amazing..
K K.. Don't worry.. i'm straight..

This Gigi Torres is a dance choreographer.. i don't know where she from
but definitely not local..

She's gifted. Amazing. Awesome. cool.... You name it!!!!

She rock my sockssss and will rock yours too..

K people..... now i'm Lista Torres ok.. Lol...

2008-12-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

Attention Seeker- a total Destroyer asshole Bla bla bla

The bitch (the cannot make it betty) so called the"rejected quantity" is trying to destroy our friendship...
CRAP!!!!!! MF

I hate you can?!!!

Anyways:))))))) try harder k bitch... hahahaha... you can never make it...

Byezzzzzzzzzzz

2008-11-29T20:28:00.001+08:00

Blank.

Felt like blogging BUT i don't even know what to pen in.
How smart??!!

K... Whatever...

2008-11-22T14:32:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!

Wasted for 2 fucking days is damn horrible..
Oh my god... cannot drink still drink... Fucking stubborn...

Pardon my language

2008-11-08T18:12:00.005+08:00

He just love to make empty Promise:'(

2008-09-17T01:32:00.004+08:00

Got this from ma friendster comment.

Can i say some of it is so fucking true.

self proclaimed... hahaha

nSelf proclaimed

30 August 2008

2008-08-30T13:40:00.004+08:00

RIP

We have lost a Friend
We have lost our Beloved Supervisor
We have lost our working mum

Death is among us

It breaths and lingers...

Capturing the unexpected...

With its alluring fingers...

It's so overwhelming...

Knowing each breath could be your last

The things that get you...

Are the things from your past...

Some don't deserve it...

Some crave its touch

Some have decided...

That they'd like it very much...

To see the light...

Or to see the dark

To see the one...

Which bares the mark

Something more powerful

Is out there for sure...

Everything happens for a reason

I have to concur

Death is among us

Taking the selected

But to take you...

That was just unexpected..

RIP SGT Linda

We love you

We're sorry that we did'n listen to you.

And we took you for granted.

May God Bless Your Soul

2008-08-07T02:28:00.007+08:00

Pretenders

i've met too many pretenders... liars... Why????
Should i hate myself for being too nice and let them treat me like a fool? or should i just change myself and treat them like a fool??!!!

Nobody is perfect. not even me!!
you guys think by licking someone else's ass you guys gonna get gold medal?
In your fucking dream.. you guys are gonna get GOLD SHIT INSTEAD!!!!

I"M NOT GONNA TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!!!!

ENOUGH!!! i hate all of you.....

You people r getting on my nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Think twice before you step into my life!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-05T22:27:00.005+08:00

Nothing much

Tomorrow will be my first Theory Lesson, of course motorbike:)

Why Bike eh not Car?! Hehe..

Have nothing much to pen in today. I'm like totally bored.
oh yeah!! i met my old time favorite partner earlier today. haha
well, of course i'm happy to see her....
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Conversation

Fennie : How r you, hows everything
Me : I'm good, everything is fine.
Fennie : Are you sure
Me : Yeah. We're good.

Well, Fennie let me tell you something, things will never be the same without you with us.
We miss you. ALOT...

Till then........................Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...Byezzzzz

2008-08-04T00:41:00.002+08:00

Finally

Look at my blog now.....

Thank you Rosza..

Btw, i still love GREEN no matter what

Ciouz

2008-08-03T03:47:00.009+08:00

Happening bunch of people.

Lets me start with the crazy cousin.

Took this pic @ phuket

On wati's bday

Our man

Their's

Me and Bday girl

I'm happy to see them happy..

B'day girl had fun:) She told me that and she commented on my frienster :) hehe

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Wanna know wat time it is now??

Its 0415 in the morning and i'm still awake. WTH!!!

K k.. it time for me to sleep.

Ciouz

02 august 08

2008-08-02T00:21:00.004+08:00

Bad Day

I felt like shit. I really felt like shit. I don't know what happened to me earlier today.
its like out of sudden i bacame a very sensitives bitch. i told all my colleagues that i wanted to resign. Sigh.
Changes here and there. Everyone wants to be on top of the world.
Thousands of liar Zillion of hypocrites/back stabber.

And people over there likes to jump into conclusion. Its like when they heard something from those kepo-ism , they will like "really, she said that, mother f*@&#$^$". Then, they will either stop talking to you or they'll tell the whole company that you back stab them.

And they just don't realised that they are the back stabber themselves. Nvm, what goes around will come back around. wait and see.

I think i should really resign from that place. Its like seriously.

Ps: Suba, i don't meant to be mean. But whatever i said does make sense right?

Ciouz

2008-07-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

oh dear chocolatier.

I am having a seriousshit chocolate craving right now. If anyone feels nice, do get me some nice chocolate bar(s)! But if there’s actually anyone who loves me, even in a friendly superbly alot kinda way, then i say a bar of Amedei’s puhleassee!

I'm feeling kinda bored now.

Bye weirdossssssss

2008-07-20T14:45:00.002+08:00

Friday night is loveddddddddddddd!!!!

2008-07-16T02:06:00.003+08:00

CRAP!!!

i bumped into an old friend. An old bestfriend the other day.
We was very close back years . Like very very close. She knows every single thing about me and me about her "maybe". When i saw her and she saw me we both know that we're gonna act like we don't even know each other. Another word "stranger".
I admit i was really upset at that point of fucking time.

I mean we've been thru thunders , rainbows , boyfriends , ex boyfriend , pain... joy..
And now....... Stranger...

it hurt. Really hurt. Trust me on this.

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Work

My contract has ended My journey as an APO has come to an end.
But i'm still in there tho. But as CSO (CV) no more APO.

And yeah. I just got back from phuket. It was fun,but i'm not in the mood to talk about it now.
next time maybe.

Anyways, Hubby is fine, loving as always. Family is good. In law's is good too.
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Lastly

U all say this, you all say that. BULLSHIT!!!!
Y'all say ya'all are here to stay.
i accepted all of you in my life.
I trusted all of you.
And now what i get.
NOFUCKINGTHING.

Don't ever think of asking how am i anymore.
Fuck off friend. ( applies to whom ever think that i was ur fucking good friend)
Buz off from my life.
YOU DONT NEED ME IN YOUR LIFE AND I DON'T NEED YOU IN MINE.

Phsycho sia. haha
But i mean it.

FUCK OFF FUCK THE HELL OFF.

FUCK OFF.

2008-06-07T15:47:00.003+08:00

Let me think about it :)

It was 8.50am, after a night of die hard clubbing and weird conversations that i suddenly woke up and thought of how retarded it’d be to device a plan that would include sucking up to someone of a social status thats nowhere in sight and making her think that she’s the world’s most popular girl ever, hanging out with the cool kids on the block (assuming that me and my friends are those said cool kids), just for laughs when she acts like as if she’s on top of the world "her own world". hah.

How weirdly funny. Hahaha.

And i just hate it when i'm down here talking and you down there interrupting. It's just so damn fucking annoying.

Sometimes i wonder why, why things have to be so complicated... So difficult, so unfair.

But then i realize if things are easy, then its not worth it, cause when overcoming difficult task you will feel more sense of achievement. Right!!!!

i'm freezing down here. My god.

Ps: I'm missing my sayang now.

Bye

2008-06-04T07:25:00.004+08:00

Anniversary
04.06.2008

Happy 4th year wedding anniversary to us. Whee
We love us..

Dear Hubby

Our faith
Has seen us through the years.
God’s guidance is a steadfast guideThrough laughter,
love and tears.

So to my one and only Husband:-

Mohd Arriffin, I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH.
Till death do us part.

Btw, We enjoyed our advance celebration yesterday. Since we have to work today.Pffftt.

Till then, cheers to us.... Wheeeeeeeee

Byee

2008-06-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

WTF

Those insult are bragging about your straight sexuality.
Well, what cn i say, its human nature to criticize without even realizing if it hurt other people.
Well you satisfied your say. BITCH!!!!

20.05.2008

2008-05-20T16:54:00.004+08:00

Am Back

Am back & finally posting .
sorry people for the lack of updates . I'm like kinda busy. Anyways, i've deleted my facebook account cause i thing it's just a waste of time:))

Ok well, I'm here to inform about an "event" which I've been kept busy with.

I'm very tired. Really. i'm trying to be nice to people i've offended, and i'll be really open here
i don't mind what people want to think about me after this.

I guess the person whom I owe my gratitude to will be my beloved Mum.
The woman who have been believing and giving endless supports since day one.
She never fails to bring out the best in me although initially i rebel against this whole idea of having me in this "comp."

k ciou

03.05.2008

2008-05-03T20:45:00.002+08:00

My God

I cant believe that i actually cried just now.. My God..
To stress i think.. Handled over 10 impatient customers at 1 go without any help..
Angry + stress + Angry + Angry= Crycrycry.

I don't want to mention that kinda words to you but you made me.

Ps: I didn't mean wat i've said but if you think what you do is right then carry on.. its your life girl..

21.04.2008

2008-04-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

Exhausted

I'm tireeeeeeeeeeedddddddd.. I mean , i really am super tired this time..
If not for my colleagues or fennie i wont even bother to come back..

Haizzzzzzzz.. No point complaining... No mouth!!! as always.....

Sigh...........................

2008-04-14T22:12:00.004+08:00

Very Sad

Lack of rest
Lack of sleep
Lack of meals
Lack of drinks
Lack of <3

I miss Hubby very much
Missing him badly
I miss Efah
I miss Ktiq

I miss mum
Missing her badly
Miss Daddy
Miss my baby Bro
Miss my sis and my bro too.

I feel like dying.

And yeah, i think i'm gonna cry everyday cause Ct is going to another branch.
Arrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhh..
Just imagine, 5 of us left in HQ..
How to survive..

They r giving me the power of motivation coordinator. Haiz

Ps: I need a motivator for myself.

04 april 2008

2008-04-04T09:21:00.007+08:00

Pardon Me

It has been dayssss since i last blog. I seek forgiveness to them readers. I was pretty much lethargic to update it since it has been raining cats and dogs these days, and I swear I just feel like grabbing any comfortable pillows of mine and put myself to bed and start dreaming about "JT". Like what the hell? Okay, I will stop that, no promises. *winks*

Many things happened lately and I do not wish to pour it out here. Period. I would rather keep it personal; I find it is better than letting the wholly world to know about it. Paparazzi, sorry you do not have any news on me. :) oppsss.
Schedule somehow packed this week , Roster changed again, so i have to wait for like five days till my off day and dance on my off day. Arrrrggggggghhh.. i miss hubby already. :)
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I kept dropping my handphone. Let me tell you, I dropped it like how many times today, for what I remember quite a number of times. I guess it is more than four times. I bet this handphone will next be place in a bin. A huge one.
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Something crossed my mind awhile ago... Something..:)
i miss that GB girl..

K K...

Tsunami strikes SDB..
Ciouz

20 March 2008

2008-03-20T20:04:00.003+08:00

Worried

Grandma is in critical condition.
Efa called me and she was crying very very loud.
She told me that grandma is very sick.
Doc's calling everyone down to hospital.
Sigh...................................................

:'(

2008-03-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmm!!!!

I end work at 2100 at now is 2142 and i'm still here. hahaha
So much work to do. Too many tasks to handle. Not only me but everyone here. *not complainig*
Too much things to think.
Got dance on this coming 17th but still can't manage to find the studio.

SUCKED BIG TIME MAN!!!

Anyways, Bought Efa a fossil watch for her belated birthday gift yesterday. Hubby, Sara, Ktiq And Jufri was there either. Then we went for late night dinner *not supper*teehe.
Fat fat fat sey!!!!!

Honestly, I got nothing to pen in these days. Busy busy busy. Lazy lazy lazy

Btw, i'd found one new word for the step mother.
[Go BJ in your PJ] wakakakakaka.. Pfffft... Boring

Sayonara..

2008-03-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

To Quit Or Not to Quit..

Hahahaha...

Non smoker

"Lista!!! u wanna die is it?"
"Hey girl. since when u become a heavy smoke"
"Eh Cabo. Stop smoking la"
"Dear. U got asthma la. Please la. For once, listen to me"- smoker
"i slap you then u know.. smoke smoke smoke"

Smokers.

"Come, lets go smoke"
"Got Ciggy"
"Come la, we share"
"You go first, we meet there(smoking area)"
"Wanna go"

Soon ah.. soon.. How bout?

2008-03-01T13:09:00.003+08:00

Worried sick

Although we have a same religion, i still think u're beast Mas Selamat. U're an animal.

My God.

We've just received a very bad news from their sight.
i just feel unsafe to wear this uniform right now.
i'm scared. i'm worried. worried about my family. worried abt my friends. infact, i'm worried abt everyone.

Dear God,
Please help us.

10 Feb 2008, Sunday

2008-02-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

Certis Clown

My god!!!!! Look at my tummy.. Shit!!!!

08 Feb 2008, Friday

2008-02-08T12:29:00.000+08:00

Feeling Good

You know, its nice to have a good supervisors :)
To have a very caring boss..
And responsible executive..
Fun and easy going colleagues..

"Macam Betol"

Anyways, my schedule's gonna be back to normal soon. Thank god.

I can go back to my normal routine already!!! Wooohooo
[ dancing & swimming]. "Heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Byez

06 Feb 2008, Wed

2008-02-06T14:12:00.000+08:00

Restless

For now i am very busy.

Please understand.

Take care peepz..

03 Feb 2008, Sun

2008-02-03T07:51:00.000+08:00

Sux

I feel like crap today. My fucking nose gave me alot of problem. Fuck!!!!!!

Ps: I hate you GB. You never wanna work things out.

30.January 2008, Wed

2008-01-30T07:49:00.000+08:00

I'm Happy With My Life Now

People!!!! i'm happy with my life now. I so hope this feeling will last forever. Well, i don't really believe in this forever shit!! But yeah, just hoping. i don't wanna hurt myself and i don't want to hurt anyone anymore. So, i wish all my beloved whom came into my life and not wanna stay [come and go]; i wish you people all the best. Take care cause i do care. *winks* i miss them though. Haiz... enough said..
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Poor Efa darling is in hospital now. She'll be getting her result by today.
And how i wish i could accompany her last night.

Well. Efa These r for you, from us [Saturday late night tenants]

When you are ill, our sun goes under a cloud.
Your presence in our lives is such a bright joy that everything seems in shadow when you're not around.

We pray for your recovery, Hoping soon you’ll be okay.

I know she can do it.
Come on Efa. Saturday's coming. haha...

*Mak kau, irritating kan aku........*

K la... Bye bye

2 january 2008, Monday

2008-01-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

Finally

I'm stressed. I don't know what else they want. its like, one after another. *not complaining, just telling*

Anyways, i hurt my neck. [what's new].

And people. I'm officially Ms Sara Jane Harve's saturday late night tenant. hahaha

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Yuuhooooooo, this week will be my very free week, after so long. No grooving just chilling.
And swim swim swim...

Gtg.. Got to do some stuff..

Maasalamma'h.. [it mean gd bye in arab] ;>

26 January 2008, Saturday

2008-01-26T07:29:00.000+08:00

Listaloveslista...

To all my educated friends out there. If you think you wanna be my friend, think again!! ok....heh

Yaaay!! we're going for ice skating later today. But i don't feel like going, which i dont even know why.

Ps: I really feel a need to lift this heavy load of my chest right now; to redeem myself of whatever that’s happening.

Ciouz

18 January 2008, Friday

2008-01-18T08:06:00.000+08:00

Respect

I'm pissed. She called me dog. Come on la bitch now a days all races can understand all languages ok!! Especially OUR generation mother fucker.

Wants to know more about this bitch?

She is one of the receptionist whom work in Cisco. Receptionist!! Bloody hell.
And her name is Janaki. Janaki. Janaki. Beware of Janiki.

Ciouz

13 January 2008 , Sunday

2008-01-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

Emotional. Not.

Actually i don't know what is bothering me.
There seem to be something but nothing, or perhaps, a child. our own child. But really, there's no point for me to crack my brains up cause i will not know what it is.

And again I think,I try to think, well at least I try but to no avail and so I went to mingle amongst the friends. From a few, it grew into a gang, a band of brothers and sisters which soon enough grow to bore me for I am selfish at that moment, only thinking of what matters to me. But again when I'm selfish, to hell with those who makes a big deal about it because they fail to understand that they will feel likewise too hence having all those unnecessary thoughts. Whatever it is, I could have been paranoid. Lalalala!!!!

So back to me and more of me, I think I deserve to pamper myself. I need holidays. But when? March is too long. i meant like two months is damn fucking long dude. DAMN!!
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Now I do miss someone pretty much. I don't know whether the person should know about it because it is crucial and this feeling seem to grow onto me. But well, deep inside my emotionalsphere, i freaking do miss you. Argh!!! Now maybe i should practice patience and see what happens. Patience lista Patience.

God!!! How i wish eh!!! Tsk. tsk. tsk.....
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i'm now at work. And today's job was like fun man!! All i did is type, type and type. Fun or what?!

Btw, now he's trying very hard to quit smoking. And he asked me to quit too. Well, i'll try. Pffffffffftttttt.

Ok Bloggers. i've got loads of things to settle/type. Gtg.

Sayonara *whatever it spelt*

12 January 2008, Saturday

2008-01-12T16:37:00.001+08:00

Changes

I hate the word "Change". It kinda sucked though. But we have to live with it no matter what.

I miss him so much. What can i do to have him back "the old him". I'd say this lots of time. i cant adapt to changes.

But???? sigh.. i miss you D. please come back.

Oh God. I miss him soo much.

Yuhooo. My lovely Cousin has got a new boyfriend. And he's younger than her by 3yrs. But it doesn't matter. Cause he's a very very sweet guy. And he's a dancer too. woots.

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Brother and Cousin. Similar names and they kinda look alike either.

Bro: Farok Lista-luhu

Cousin: Faruq Lestaluhu

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I stole them pics. lol.Not!!

How about that!!!

Ciouz

11 January 2008, Friday

2008-01-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

Fucker

Yeah man... I'm a superstar. Super fucking star. i was late for work today and the whole department knows about it. it like WTF!!
My new fucking partner is a fucking news caster.Godness. So what if u're one of the inspector's wife? Who care bitch!!! I'm just fucking mad right now. My hands are shaking.

Siti COME BACK!!!!!!!!!! i need you..

9 January 2007, Wednesday

2008-01-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

Busy Me

Not much thing to update now a days. Blogging's boring. haha. yet i still blog. Yeah whatever!! Part from that.

My creamy puffy baby's a school boy already. How cute!! Geram-ness. His mum told me that he cried and doesn't want to go home. Like, children will normally cry on their first day of school right? As for him, He wanted to stay there with his teacher instead. Well, Perhaps he's got a preety teacher yeah. lol.. funny Little boy. lol

Yaay. Today's my section three so thats mean tomorrow will be my off day. wooohooo. Finally. But i'll be preety busy with things tomorrow.How can i manage to meet few peoples in one day? But i'll try though. Hope i don't let anyone down tomorrow.[Pray hard]..

Anyways, They seperated me with my old time favorite partner. How dare!!!
lol.. Good luck in jurong Siti Redianah Bte Abdul Ghani.. haha

Oh god i can't wait for march. Yeeeeeeeehaaaa. We're going to phuket. Like 8 to 10 of us. Fun or what sia??!!

GODNESS.. Whats wrog with blogspot. Fuck!!

K k. Gtg. Byezzzz

07 January 2008, Monday

2008-01-07T08:33:00.000+08:00

DAYS

I just hates monday.i hate to work on monday. loads of work. Brain storming.sigh.

Alright.. We had soo much fun on friday. Shisha-ed session with the gang. We had apple and peach flavour.. Yummy!!! We laugh and laugh and laugh and suddenly my bestfriend drop by and says HELLO.. Having fun*which is asthma*..

Then i realised that my asthma puff's not with me. I was like "DAMN"..And it got worst. and worst. Then we rushed down to a near by hospital to shove the oxygen off my mouth. lol.. But it was fun though.

Then saturday. Went for dance prac at ewan's. Tough day. Efa was complaning that i was supposed to meet her. My poor Liyana broke up with her boyfiend.. Haizzzz..
The dance turn out preety bad.. i didn't really eat the whole day. I'm sorry efa..

Sunday.. out with family. My family. But dad was not around and my darling hubby too:(
Brother in law became our driver. haha.. drove to kembangan for dinner then head down to east coast for "BOWLING" Wheeeee..... Fun or what?! hahaha... Happy Me.. Sis won all games.. Not fair!!!!

Another week to come.. i'm gonna get busy..

OK till then.. i can't even understand my pen.. blur plus sleepy...

Byezzzz

04 january 2007, Friday

2008-01-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

Yours Truly

The one who always make mistake will stay with you for the rest of your life, But the one you treasure so much will come but when they walk away they'll never come back. It can be our life partner and it can be our friendship.

Like Misunderstood.. Being misderstood is such a disease and i wonder how to get over that one. Being true to myself is just too difficult when i know i am too complicated to be understood.

one more thing is that, sometimes i don't listen to what they have to say. You know that" go about the bush" kinda thing. That is soo me. How to get over all these?? Damn!!!

i'm through with all these. i've tried to explain but i don't get any answer at all.

if you don't like that person, you wont like everything about them. You know like the food they eat, the places they go, their words and what so ever.. right??

PREETY FLYING TIME

Time sure flies fast. Too fast really. I still am the same me, not growing up, not even looking that much older. Not very proud of that, for when the age is catching up, you just have to keep up with the realities of life that smacks your naive face, always reminding myself of this and that and everything else. No explanation needed.
Now, you see my thoughts moves fast too. I don't think I wanna continue writing for now. Minutes ago, i was all out to pen my thoughts in this blog and that interest suddenly just vanished. Pardon me for that

PS: People will come into our lives n they may go, but they will always touch our hearts n come with a purpose.

03 January 2008, Thursday

2008-01-03T08:36:00.000+08:00

Blast

I had fun yesterday. Uber fun. Being with him is like being in another world. You Know "Fairytales" lol. First we went for dance at toa payoh CC, then we head down to downtown east (Pasir ris),We swim swim swim and swim, Swim swim swim and swim.. hahahaha..
My new year resolution is to spend more time with him and of course my family, Dance and Bossaball.. wohoooo.. What is it with me and my new year resolution!!!

Anyhow, Siloso Beach party was BORING. But It doesn't matter.
We had such a great company. Great friends. You know, the hugged, the kisses.. They loveeeeeed me.. And i loveeee them..

Okz

Mrs Ariffin Loves Mr Ariffin.. Yaaayyyyy..

Caromano

31 December 2007

2007-12-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

Yuhooo!!

I So So So Can't wait for countdown... Wooohooooo
its gonna be the greatest countdown ever..
First i'm gonna head to woodlands the CC with hubby and all our dance crew.. For dance perfomance.. And theeeeennnnnn, Sentosaaaaaaa Here we come!!!!!!!!

Although i don't really get to celebrate with Ms Jan and friends (Actually i was hoping for that) but hey!! lets hope for the best yeah......

Ok... Need to rush down to woodlands for dance rehearsal...

Happy New Year Darlings

Ciou

Lil Princess

2007-12-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

"Welcome to our world lil princess"

Junior Sarena And Me

"Aqilah Qistina"

i Geraaaaaaam!!!!

Ciou

30 December 2007, Sunday

2007-12-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

Cry...

We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life,
Itz strange but true.
Once you realize this,
Its never too late to change...

Very True.....And sometimes when you don't like the "person" you tend to hate them.. You'll tend to forget their kindness.. you tend to forget their love.. you'll tend to forget everything about them.. and you don't even want to remember their name..

Right??

Hahaha... am now at work... and i am veeeeery sleepy.. staring at the screen making me even more sleepy..

okok.. Before i fall asleep i better get my ass off this chair...

Ciou

29 December 2007, Sat

2007-12-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

When shopping the other day.. Beleive it or not i went alone.. i know.. What!!!

These is what i bought

New Dorothy Perkins jeans, Nike Air Sneaker & Puma Belt...

Am now at McDonald near my place, with hubby..

We supposed to go for shisha with the clubbers but we didn't..

Plans Got cocked up...

And yaaayyyyyy-Ness.. i had so much fun yesterday.. Jemima invited us to her place for christmas celebration..

Tried to upload the pics but can't seems to..

So now.. i'm pissed. . Really pissed....

Ciou

26 December 2007, Wednesday

2007-12-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

EXHAUSTED..

I am so damn bloody fucking tired and yet they asked to stay.. Reason: Lack of manpower..

And To "WHATEVR": Don't be a coward will you.. I'm sure ur parents gave you a name right? And you used the word PUKIMAK!! I'm sure u came out from there too right>> WTF!!! Get a life will you..

Ps: i'll try my best to make things work between me and my friends... So haters, FUCK OFF!!!

Ciou

24 December 2007, Monday

2007-12-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

ThinkThink

OMG!!! should i go to tiff's... she invited me for her christmas celebration.. exchange gift or something. But i end work at 11pm.. its too late.. actually i don't mind going but the thing is i've to get up early tomorrow.. shites... i wanna go cause i heard its gonna be fun.. haiz.. should i go??
i msged her just now.. i asked her, what if i don't come then she replied ;"i'll cry..hahaha, come la its gonna be fun"... i'm sorry tiff, i'm stuck in this place called Cis****ing-Co..

And it supposed to be my off day tomorrow which is Xmas day but they call me back.. Haiz.. Whats new man!!!

Anyways, My ear's getting better so as my throat... wohoo..
Oh man!! 5more days yeah... What is it gonna be? What's my new year resolution? Hmmm.. lets not talk about it now.. still early.. haha

I dreamt of someone the other day.. and i don't know who is that "someone". i'm sure its not him.. Cause that someone's chinese.. That someone kissed me.. and gave me a very tight hugged.. haissssss.. i'm loveeeed... How Nice...
But its ok, i already have that permanent someone to give me all that.. Geram-ness...
lol... But i can't stop thinking about that.. who is that "someone"?

Yayyyyy.. Chef ariffin's gonna cook for me and only me tonight.. Woohoooo... i love my Chef...

Ms Siti a.k.a my Miss melatar "some symptoms" will always be the first one to read my pen but she did'n tag!!!! .. she'd call me and asked.. Funny girl.. lol

And Shoutout to:

Bam, So,Now you know that i'm a smoker.. So please don't go rounds and tell the uncle(s) and the makcik(s) ok.. keep it to yourself... i only smokes when i'm stress girl.. hope you understand..

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR :):):):):):):):)

Peace... NO WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

24 December 2007, Sunday

2007-12-23T17:58:00.000+08:00

Irritating ah

i hate her "the pic above"

Am at work now and arrghh.. My throat is burning.. and i'm having a slight fever.. But luckily my nose's fine.. haiz.. i hate to fall sick.. shite.. well, no one likes it aye?

oh god.. i can't really talk.. poor them who actually called me. i rejected their calls but i did text them though.

i'm currently sitting in the registration office with my half chinese girl which is Nafisah the Nyonya. haha.. Haiz.. I don't know how long more can i sit here to entertain them "customers" with my very the cacat voice..

:( i want to go back!!! *Sob Sob*.. i'm soo not feeling well plus confused, pissed,angry, sad, worried, confused, confused, confused and confused..

Anyway.. Family's away. mine, his.. and no food at home.. poor us.. and i'm starving now....

I miss "The old Baby" the one who called me MB instead of luhu, the one who'd listen to my STUPID JOKES, the one who used to be there for me, the one who'd listens to all my problems no matter how dumb they may be.. the one who'd crack me up with laughter, the one who made me live when i wish to die.... Now i don't know what she's up to.. but i'm very sure things would never be the same... and all i can do is, wait... ok.. enough said already yeah.. Hope she's doing well..

and i miss my creamy puffy baby umair too.. he's not here.. he's on holiday.. :( i miss you creamy darling..

AND OF COURSE... MRS ARIFFIN MISSES MR ARIFFIN.... Prince "charming" is working now.. My poor darling's sick too. But he is very stubborn like me.. so cannot say anything. i love my hubby darling very muchie.....

Haiya.. Cough, cough cough... fucking annoying la!!!!!!!!

Ok ByeBye

22 December 2007, Saturday

2007-12-22T08:17:00.000+08:00

Upset??

U're upset with my STUPID joke huh?
You think i'm happy with what you did? huh?!!!!
I am not seeking for your attention....

And if u think my msgs upset you then don't bother reading it.. see my name appeared on your phone screen.. delete.. simple as that.. don't need to read...
And so now i know you don't like it, i'll stop... don't worry...

And did i said anything about not answering you call?? i just said that i'm sorry i didn answer your call... and u're upset cause i said 25th is our month anniversary.. What now? all my jokes become stupid and mean to you huh??

now you realised why my friend leaves right?
i'm fucked up.. u've said that once right? yes i am fucked up....
Go ahead............. Hate me.. And now you hate me even more right?
Come on...Tell me.. Right through my face!!!

i told you before... What we had once, We can never have again. and you keep on saying; don't worry.. don't worry and don't worry.... is that all you can say just to make me feel better??

I need you.. don't you know that? no, you don't fucking know!!!! and you don't care!!!! i'm always in your heart?? Whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ps: The scars run deep, But i still care.. i should've gone.. sigh

Excuse me....

16 December 2007, Sunday

2007-12-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

I'm Back

I'm back to work. And everything here seems, cocked up. cases, here and there.Haiz..
Went for checked up this morning, and the doc said the fungas's gone.Thank god. and the infection. Yet to heal. But the medicine sux though. The ear Drop i mean. you can't imagine. and you don't want to imagine. Its Bloody painful man!!

Anyways, Packing's almost done.. Foooooh..

And to my beloved Brother
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DARLING..
And you want PSP Huh!!! Really the tak malu la you..
But u'll sure get one babyboy.... Soon.. Very soon

Friendship

Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

I had a friend, a wonderful girl
Being her friend are like having a bright, new pearl
She's the best, she was so much fun
And Now
She would not talk, She would not play
To tell her how i felt.. Well i didn't have the guts
Yet everyday the pain got worse like big paper cuts

The Day we first met, in my mind i still see.
The closer we grew, The More we left the other world behind.
Just me and you we jumped into a new place totally blind.
We prayed together our friendship forever and always would stay the same,
But time has passed, Only memories last, and a little friendship remains.
We once were ONE! i screamed at you, I WANT MY GB BACK!
But we both realized at once it was that bond we lacked.
You think it doesn't hurt me, to see us back to two, looking to my left and right to see there is no you. i hope our friendship still lives in you memory.

Do not worry my pen is okay
For within my heart our memories will always stay,Forever...
because a part of you will be with me always, to forget you Never...

Long One huh..
I'm actually talking to her on the msn right now..
And my tears fell when the screen blink with her name on it..

OkOk... gtg
Byezzzzz

15 December 2007, Saturday

2007-12-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hope

I'm Back but i'm Going away again. i hope i'll get what i want before i leave...

And Yeah!! My ear's still hurt like hell... Another check up tomorrow.. [pray hard]

Me And Him Haven't been talking for almost a week.. Sigh.. What Can i do to make you/everyone happy?
First u allowed me to go, next moment u said four months is too long...
I hope he'll understand..

i Dreamt of her last night *my late cousin*.. She Said; "I'll fetch you soon"...
Please kak... Fetch me now will you?
Take me with you kak..
i miss you..alot...

And To my BAMBAM!! YOU ROCK!!! So Don't need to put ur pics yeah... Hahaha.. i love u lah:>

Good Bye

2007-12-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

My Strenghts... My weakness.. My Love

Not Forgetting, My Parents and my brother Faysol... i don't have their picture right now... :)

And i'm deaf deaf deaf... and its fucking painful...

I love you People Tonsssssss

i'm off

09 December 2007, Sunday

2007-12-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

New me...

New hairstyle...

And the Creamy Puffy Baby.......

Yummy.... want some?

No way..... :p Go get your own

Hello!!!!!!!!!

He is soooo Adorable

I love my En-da

Ok...
Ps: I'm happy... Efah decided to meet me... Finally...

Ciou

07 December 2007, Friday

2007-12-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

Sicky

Hmmmmmm... i'm not feeling well and have no time to see Mr William Ler (Dr)...
Non-Stop coughing... and my nose's sooo very the annoying... :(
This is what happened if you don't listen to mummy.... But what can i do mum.. i didn't bring my ela, ela a,a ,a under my UMBERELLA...
Serve you right shahydah listaluhu.. :)

Byeeeeeeee....

06 December 2007, Thursday

2007-12-06T07:49:00.000+08:00

Get a life

I really think some people, should just get a life. No, i seriously really believe so. I mean…You see, if you have a life, you wont have to tag along right? If you don’t tag along, you probably won’t irritate anyone at all! You know what would be best? If you, on your way to getting a life, get another someone to pester too! That would help you, me and… God.

Or! If that’s not an option, you should just fade into the darkness that dear God invented in the first place. It’s not like its hard for you to do just that. But then again, having no life, might not really be all your fault either aye? Maybe people want you around. Just maybe.

Ps:This is for my colleague
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And to my dear cousin... i thing she choose to go on a seperate way and there's nothing i can do about it.. for sure.. But we're cousin after all.. You can't change that sweetheart.. i love you and will always do...

GB... Ain't no sunshine when u're not around... u're the best darling.. and, don't need to say thank you and all... i love you plenty.. thats for sure princess....
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Shaheedha Banu... woootss.. u're one of the best too.. i appreciate your encouragement darling...
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And to Siti REDIANAH.... hahaha...... i accompanied you to do your clearance and you accompanied me to the dance studio.. hahaha.. it was fun walking with you and your ela ela a ,a, a under your umberella crazy girl... wahahahaha...
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And yeah.. do i look like a teacher or a phillipino or christian people??? IDTS!!!!! I took a cab yesterday.. and...

Me: Uncle.. Go to toa payoh MRT Station pls...
Cabbie: I think you have a problem
Me: Hmmm??
Cabbie: Girl, you can just walk across and you can reach the place already you know
Me: its ok ah uncle.. its raining... Pffft
Cabbie: So, are you a teacher?
Me: Errmm?? Nope....
Cabbie: But you look like a teacher
Me: Heh!!!!!
Cabbie: So, what did you do here?
Me: Ohh.. i've got Dance lesson here
Cabbie: You phillipino?
Me: Nope... i'm malay
Cabbie: Do you go to church? Jesus loves you...halaylooya
Me: Nope.. i'm muslim uncle..........
Cabbie: You should go.. Cause jesus can turn your tears to joy..
Me: I believe we muslim go to mosque.. and we have to respect each and every religion right?
Cabbie: Halaylooya... God bless you..
Me: Same to you.. Merry Christmas..

He's preety annoying actually.... But its good to have entertainer sometimes...

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I need to learn more new thing.. And i need to improve more on my teaching skills.. So, To all my hip-hop student/mate...... chey chey chey, lista teacher la sey..... hahaha.. ok anyway,
Hip-Hop is not just about dance.... you guys needs to understand their and cultures and all...The question now is, Are you ready to commit? i'll tell you guys more about it next time alright...
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And today i end work at 5... Planning to go for barney and friend show with hubby,sister in law, mother in law, the kids and not forgetting the most adorable puffy cream Baby... UMAIR pie... i sooo sooo sooo can't wait man..

Come on, Sing along...............

I love you
You love me
We are happy Family
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too......

Huggggiiiessssss......... and kisssssssseeeeeeessssss

Signing off........ :)

2007-12-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

Fucked

Dear God...
i want to be happy.. Just for today..
But you take that away from me... Why!!????

4 December 2007,

2007-12-04T13:59:00.000+08:00

Idiot.. lol

I like this... hahaha funny right? But fuck.. if he say this, i'm gonna kill him myself....

Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you

Anyway.. i hurt my back after doing all those stunts... oouchhhh
Hope nothing'll happen to my back ya.. Pray hard!!

Yayyyyyyy
Finally, after 3 days of working and tomorrow will be my off day... Woooohoooooo
And its time for DANCE DANCE DANCE... After so long..

Mum called me yesterday and we had a long conversation.. before she hung the phone she told me that whatever happen you don't worry, you still have us.. She made me tear ... But actually i don't know why she said that...

i love you mum...

Ok peepz
Ciou

3 December 2007, Monday

2007-12-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

Careless

My dad lost his phone again... OMG!!!
He is so careless...

Anyways, i can't wait to get out from here..
Cause hubby bought me a SUSHI!!! Yummy... delicious or what??

GB....if u come upon my blog pls go n have a short visit to our blog..

Ps: i'm missing someone right now...

i'm off

02 December 2007, Sunday

2007-12-02T07:26:00.000+08:00

First of all i would like to wish Izan,many many happy returns of the day my friend

Happy 20th Birthday... may all you wishes come true
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My husband, he is soo sweet.. He rush all the way from work just to accompany me to the hair salon..

Me: D, i hate my hair (then i cried)
Him: Don't cry dear..
Me: Come home.. i want to rebond my hair
Him: What!! But How?
Me: I don't know but i hate my hair
Him: I'll try ok and pls stop crying.

About one and the half hour later
He called

Him: Hello dear, i'm in the cab on my way home.
Me: Really... i love you baby
Him: I love you too, so how? feeling better
Me: Yupyup
Him: You go get change now ok?
Me: Ok....
Him: Dear Dear!! Wait... Something's bothering you? Tell me..
Me: Come home and read my mind darling..
Him: i can't but i'll try..
Me: Hahahahahaha
Him: Go change and i call you when i'm reaching.
Me: OK!!!!

I Soo Soo love him.. Thank you sweetheart..
Shit... i miss him already.. .

So there you go peepz... i rebonded my hair.. But it doesn't suit me. Fuck it
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You said that just cause i am close to someone, i don't have to be always talking or meeting.
Why now?
You should've said that from day one..
But u tell me now..after so long....
its not fair...

That msg and to see you like this makes me uber sad...

I'm off

29 November 2007, Thursday

2007-11-29T18:43:00.000+08:00

Make me

Come on.. make me understand..
First, We Promised to meet at least once a week.. And we stop cause our scheduel clashes..
Next, Phone calls ... And We stop Cause was told that u're busy and not much time to talk..
Whats Next??? Stop meeting and stop talking??? cause i dont want that to happen.. AGAIN!!..
Make me understand cause i really don't....
I'm different... way different from the rest of them..
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I'm off

28 Nov 2007, Wed

2007-11-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

Relationship

"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE" Is like WTF right.. What About your family?
What makes them less important than Him/Her?

For me, i put my parents above everything.
i mean, i'm married and i love my husband but still, my parent's everything.
Whatever ok Whatever!!!!!! it is non of my business anyway... Pfftttt
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MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY.
HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART........ i love you so very the much.. and thats better...
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Bummer

i change my hair style. it called "The Lion Queen"
BBBBBB Where are you??

Enough said
i'm off peepz..........................................

27 November 2007, Tuesday

2007-11-27T07:47:00.000+08:00

Waaalaaa

Happy Belated Birthday GB. Welcome to My World darling. Old Old Old. lol

Anyways, Our plans goes well.

Not in the mood
Signing off

19 November 2007, Monday

2007-11-19T08:19:00.000+08:00

Happy

Booooyaaa!!! Yeah...... hubby got himself a new phone.
I can disturb him everyday now.. wooohoooo..
Happyhappy.. I love you sweetheart..

And i hate Cockroaches.. Eeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyewwwww..
Well, long story... hahahaha..

Ok, am at work now.. Just hung up with GB.. i miss that girl man!!!
Haven't get a chance to meet her.. Well, hope to see her on thursday. you know, sometimes things don't go according to plan right?

Speaking about plan. I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha..
My babies gonna love it..

Ciou;>

17 November 2007, Saturday

2007-11-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hypocrites

I can't help but stay at the same page day after day, just hoping for something on it to change.
Whenever i come to work, i'll hear the same old story over and over again.

I sometimes fail to understand how SOME people make their decisions.I dont know if they stick by rules of practicality (which of course, NORMAL people would abide by) or maybe its just by rules of their EGO.

Examples: jump into conclusion or accussed people. talk about people without them knowing and what so ever..

Haiz.. Do whatever you want, cause i'm sick and tired of all this.
Go ahead and spoilt my reputation ok. Go on peepz. i got say this before and i'm saying this again I DONT FUCKING CARE IDIOT!!

And yeah!!! all the customers today are such a pain in the ass man.. Fucking retards.. I wonder which fucking school do they came from man!!! another planet maybe.. Retardsss MF.. omg!! when am i gonna stop cursing these apes man!!

Well i've gtg

Ciou!!!!

2007-11-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

Advance wish

Someone's Birthday "someone i once knew", tomorrow 17th november..
She used to be my close friend. And i used to be the first person to wish her on her birthday.. "kiasu me"
Happy 24th birthday Sheela. May all you wishes come true.

Ciau;>

Lyric

2007-11-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

lyrics Time!!

Soulmate lyric- by natasha benifield

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

16 November 2007, Friday

2007-11-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

Apologize
by- One Republic Feat Timberland

I’m holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I’m hearin what you say but I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around, and say…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothin new - yeah
yeahI loved you with a fire red-
Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
“Sorry” like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
It’s too late to apologize, yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize,
yeah-I’m holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground…

Yeah, i love this song..
Yet to steal the song from nafisah's phone... haha
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Yikes!! my nose is killing me man!!
i'm zombified........

Bye......

Result

2007-11-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

Result

Hola!!!
I went for my shooting yesterday. And the result was 2nd class. "not bad ai".
My hand is fucking painful. My index finger, my injured tumb. oucchh.
And yeah. What a joke man. i forgot the shooting technic. Grabbing and all. damn you lista..
And my aiming was quite bad.
Damn!! its painful. But its ok. at least i passed the test and i'm glad i pass the test. wohoooooooo.
we have to appreciate some little thing right?

And GB
Thank god nothing happen to her man. if not i think her dad will sue her school or maybe me..

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K K.. Fucking busy..
i'm off

12 November 2007, Monday

2007-11-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

HATRED

Work was pretty alright though i sense some hatred against me. like fuck you. don't be such a work fanatic. its only a freaking ___________ Well, fill in the blank. Enthusiasm MF. And you know what? I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!! lol.... What a joke man u all. i can't stop laughing. hahahahahahahaha

ok ok. i'm now at work. m tired though. ENDURE lista.

And today. Shoot Shoot Shoot. don't get me wrong. i've got test. Shooting test.

i'm nervous. But i know i'm gonna pass the test chey chey "confident la sey"..

Yet to find the soul mate lyric

Lovelove

Ok..

i'm lista and i'm off

11 November 2007, Sunday

2007-11-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

LIFE GOES ON

EFA
i love her. i mean.she;s my cousin, who wouldn't love their cousin right? we're family.
Reason y i love her so much is; she's different from any other cousin. she can a mean bitch. but she's different. she can be my best friend, my soul mate, mum..she's everything.. but things seems a lil different now. and fuck that.

HUBBY

u always think that husband has all the power.
u wants to make all the decision on your own. D, ur job is to make your wife happy and thats all.
i missed you. the old you.

GB

U've to be careful the next time u play alright.

IZAN

u called yourself a true friend. u're a joker man!!

sigh.. i don't really have mood to pen in my stupid entry

I LOVE U ALL. JUS STAY PUT IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!

i'm off

2007-11-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

Its Never Easy

"i cant afford to loose edy...coz he is all i hav now n because u r always busy wif jan.... even when im down... i will be alone not u around....sorry cause im jus being straight foward,n to jan don take it to hard.... coz yeah.. ida has been busy lately hangin out wif u.... take care.... "

Whatever i do. Whatever i eat. Where ever i go is never right.
you said that i never around you. are you always around me?
why are you blaming my friend. "which is not just a friend.
he's all you have??
Then how about your family. your friend "sarah jane herve".
Y can she jus text me? y must it be on friendster.

how i wish i could go far away so that you can leave in peace or to save yourself from hurt.
well, if she thinks by not having me around will make her happy. Then i'll step away from her life.

Dear Cousin
I love you. Soooo much.
Why r u doin this.
i can't afford to lose you nor anyone.

08 November 2007, Thursday

2007-11-08T09:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI
AND
HAPPY HOLIDAY
GOD BLESS

Our Horoscope

LIBRA- The Lame One (Am i?)

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous. (He is!!)

High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

Ok.. Me... Not Lame But Cacat(Handicap)

I'm nice to those who nice to me. And yupyup, my love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun but not Sweet.......
Own unique appeal??Naaaaa... I AM CARING.. YEAH.. They'll love me for that.. And i'm not a person u wanna mess with.. faithful friends to the end "ahem". Can hold a grudge for years". Libras are someone you want on your side *ehem ehem*Am i?????hmm?. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. And i am not dumb okay!!!!

Him..

High appeal to his wife ONLY. Rare to find *ehem ehem*. Great when found, WHAT!!. Loves being in long relationships *married to me*. So much love to give (WOW). A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap(Thats his wife). If in a bad mood stay FAR away*i'll show him what bad mood is* . Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever, NOT. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person, NOT. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often AND ALWAYS. Not one to mess with (mess with him you mess with me). Very pretty*gay huh* Not bad*. Very romantic *sometimes*. Nice to everyone they meet "too Nice". Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!!(Lets keep that as a secret)........................ oowwwwwwww................

LOADS OF LOVE- LISTA

7 November 2007, Wednesday

2007-11-07T09:19:00.000+08:00

Splendid

i had a splendid time with my madness angels. First, i met sha to plan for the upcoming birthday. Then we head to orchard to meet GB. i love them!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooohoooooooooo

And people. Game plan is an AWESOME movie. i likeeeeeeee..

Pragash called. GB picked up his first call.haha. and he called again last night and have no choise but answer..

He Asked me about her. All i can say is:

Everyone makes stupid mistakes in their life. Big stupid mistakes. Most, make it without even knowing it, until they're way past it and they look back at those times and have a good laugh at those stupid miserable times.

I guess people just need to tell repeated lies and repeat the same old mistakes to keep up with whom they've become throughout the years. At a certain point in life, you'll tend to do things that you don't even feel like doing, just to keep up with whom you've become; facade, or not.

i don't know much about her as she'd work with me for less than a year. She's not my friend, she is just my working colleague. So Don't expect me to answer ur silly questions. in fact; i used to hate her cause i think she's too proud to be my friend. Enough already alright.

Wokay. gtg.
I LOVE MY DDDDDDDDD SO MANY PLENTY.
lista's signing off....

5 November 2007, Monday

2007-11-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Exhausted

Wahhhh!!! My god. Damn tired. am at work now. knocking off at 11. and i cant wait to get my ass out of this place. i'm having a bad headache and tooth ache. i hate it.

Oh ya!!! i cant wait for tomorrow. i'm gonna get busy. wuuuuhoooooooooo. meeting sha to plan for the upcoming birthday. *cant wait* ehem ehem..
i've to make plan with suet banana too,cause we're gonna change our idea of joining the wu studio.you know, things don't always go according to plan so i actually decided to teach her myself. most probably. and i also gonna learn and find out more about salsa hip-hop so that i can teach GB. yeah. if she want. haha. Cause my teaching skills is not good.
I need to prepare myself too. nomore playing. its not easy to teach and its not easy to learn yeah.

Hubby didn't call me today. i miss him and i miss his voice. Shit.
Thats all for today. busy busy busy.

I'm off

3 November 2007, Saturday

2007-11-03T08:50:00.000+08:00

HELOOOOOOO!!!

Good morning readers.lolz.
i'm at work. i know, saturday.work.BORING!!!... pfttt
Damn i'm sleepy!!

Went mum's place yesterday. and woohoooooooooo. my beloved favorite baby brother's there.home sweet home listalavista. i missed him. and i'm so glad that i finally got to see that preety boy.
*oh my preety preety boy i love you.*
And today my Prince charming(PC)hehe didn't go to work. reason; tired,lazy.. 1001 excuses lar you D. i'll kick ur tiny lil ass then you know. hahaha *evil laughter*. Gerammmmmmmmm. How i wish i could call my superior and tell them *Ma'am,i'm lazy, can i have a day off*. She'll kick my ass if i ever do that.lolz.

BTW

I WANT THAT ADIDAS BAG!!!!!!!!!!Anyone?
My GB knows which bag i'm refering to.
So anyone who go upon my entry,
Dont feel shy to ask me for her number so that she can describe and tell you more about it.
Or mayb she wants to volunteer herself.haha
GB, How about that?

Read it. Its interesting.

My Heart is__________

Black - Taken but wants to be single
Red - Taken and loving it
Orange - Crushing on someone you don't really know
Pink - Crushing on your friend
Purple - Crushing on many people
Blue - Like someone but the person likes someone else
Green - Like someone and the person likes you back
Yellow - Single and loving it
Grey - Single and hating it
White - You still love your ex
Rainbow - Totally confused

Mine's Definitly Red But sometimes Black. SOMETIMES EH!!

Freaking Busy now
gtg

Loads of love to you darlingsss
Signing off;>

29 Oct 2007, Monday

2007-10-29T19:19:00.000+08:00

Me And GB

We finally got to meet. to talk things out. But i can't really tell her whats on my mind. Guess i should just blog it. but not here.
Hey Gangster darling. I don't wan anymore secrets between us yeah unless if its really personal.
ehemehem.....

Change

Change.We don't like it, we fear it. But we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change, or we get left behind. It hurts to grow old. Anybody who tells you it doesn't, is lying. But here's the truth; Sometimes, the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, change is good. Sometimes, change is everything.

i hope things will get better between you and sri darling. Muackss to my GB.

In life, only one thing is certain, apart from death and taxes. No matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions, you are going to make mistakes. You're going to hurt people. You're going to get hurt. And if you ever want to recover, there's really only one thing you can say; i forgive you.Forgive and forget, that's what they say. It's good advise but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled. Old wounds, never heal. And the most we can hope for is that one day, we'll be lucky enough to forget

So as for now, like how it has always been; i'll be happy knowing that the people i've loved, felt the same way i did.

emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo

Well, today supposed to be my off day and have to go back to the stupid place for a stupid course which doesn't involve us at all. its for ttraffic warden for god sake!!! they said it was a customer service course. but they don't deal with customer but they deal with offenders. And what the hell are we doing there again? I AIN'T KNOW SHIT!!! And i fought with one guy during the ROLE PLAY!!! He's really an asshole mother fucker. its jus a role play damn it. pffffffttttttt... stupid ass

And now i'm at mum's place waiting for hubby.he is so slow. m bored. mum's not home. miss her like hell can. faster come home mummy.

And to banana.. Thank you for the skin till you missed ur eye candy. Pardon me. hahaha

sleepy me gtg

lista love him manymany

22 Oct 2007, Monday

2007-10-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

WHY?

What did i do this time? Is it happening again?
i'm too exhausted to think about all this..
But i cant stop...
i wish i knew ur secrets so i could carry on...

Sigh

22 Oct 2007, Monday

2007-10-22T12:44:00.000+08:00

My Sunshine (u know who u r)

U r my sunshine
my only sunshine
u make me happy
when skies r grey
u never know dear
how much i love you
so please dont take
my sunshine away.
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunhsine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away
so please dont take my sunshine away

Aisyah

Aisyah scratch me (painful)
aisya cekau me (painful)
aisyah scratch me (painful)
aisyah cekau me (painful)

Siti

siti fed-up with the customer
siti fed-up with the customer
siti fed-up with the customer
siti fed-up with the customer

Yours truly

i got nothing to do
i got nothing to do
i got nothing to do
i got nothing to do

i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored

i'm hungry
i'm hungry
i'm hungry
i'm hungry

But i'm on diet
But i'm on diet
But i'm on diet
But i'm on diet

i'm on the phone now
i'm on the phone now
i'm on the phone now
i'm on the phone now

k bye
k bye
k bye
k bye

i'm lista
n i'm off

20 Oct 2007, Saturday

2007-10-20T08:34:00.000+08:00

BORING

I was late for work again. haha.. i'm so loving it. i suppose to report for work at 7am. Wanna know what time i woke up??? 7 Fucking am. i like!!!! And now i'm at work. doodling. woooooooootsssssss. My father company la sey*excuse my minaism*. i love myself. lolz.

Wanna know y i woke up late?? same old me. never want to blame myself. i slept at about 3am
Reason no 1: He snores. so loud. veryveryvery loud
Reason no 2: Brainless bitches came over and laugh like a SATAN.
So!! i cant sleep.

Anyways. yesterday was my off day. U know. hari raya.pfffttt. we went to my aunt's place at woodlands *she never stop talking* then we head to his aunt at telok blangah. then we flied to sha's place at jelapang road, thats bukit panjang. FunFunFun.. GB was there with *ehem ehem* boyfriend??? date??? and her favorite pet prashant. Then, Home sweet Home.

Hey baby girl.. i know u're busy. But u promise to meet me at least once a week. so u have to make do darling. i don't care!!! u have to keep ur promise. i know promises r meant to be broken. but not to me. hahahahahaha.
Lets go for shisha again.. or maybe one fullerton.. how about???
i miss you la chee bai.

i can't wait for november.

while typing. i received a call from nafisah. she says that all of us have to continue for at least 2hrs. Fuck. i am invited for a birthday party damn it. and now i've to cancle?? you people spoilt my mood. And the bitch i was talking about on my previous entry is behind me. making alot of noise. complaining to someone on the phone. Its fucking annoying. i understand what u talking BITCH.

take care people
i'm off

18.10.2007 Thusday

2007-10-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

Annoying bunch of people

U guys r really annoying. Crazy bunch of bitches. y can we work hand-in-hand. Team work. Nobody's perfect damn it. everyone here makes mistake. especially you. and how i wish u could read my blog. Damn.

Poor nafisah. what did she even do to deserve all this. she'd done her part. infact, everybody's part. come on ar. everyone's young here ok. don't give me this kind of shit will you.

And who the hell are u to raise ur fucking voice at her. u're fucking NEW. Wat do you think of urself huh?.. preety?? na... i don't think so.. i'm way better. get a life BITCH............

i cant beleive this. i'm actually heat up for this.. oh fuck...
Maybe i should learn how to control myself.....

I miss my suet banana... she's the only person who understands us. But what to do.. She'd to go to school.. So do my GB...

Missing you people who can actually cheer me up..

Anyways.. me and sister in law kinda cool now. we'd started Talking on the 4th day of raya.. :) thank god.

Missing my family already.
Missing him and can't wait to get home.
Missing GB. like tottaly!!!!

And to izan and ivan. i miss you guys like crazy. i haven't seen you guys like ages sey. Must meet up soon. lots of things to catch up yar..

Ok.
i'm lista n i'm off...

16 Oct 07, Tuesday

2007-10-16T10:12:00.000+08:00

Happy, Fun n M loving It

I really had fun on my birthday. 11 Oct. With the girls. Of course. Jan(Gb) and Sha.
What more can i say about my lovely girlies. i love them manymany. Thank you so much. I love you girls from the bottom of my heart.

I'M OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!

And SELAMAT HARI RAYA........ E'ID MUBARAK to all muslim..

Life is never easy... Haiz

Whatever sha said yesterday does make sence. Thanks for the advise girl.

I'll try to make things work beetween us baby.
I myself don't know what went wrong.
You have to understand me.
Abit more.
Where i came from.
Yes, u haven changed.
But things changed.
Busy Schedule.
Me n husband.
U and him.
Dance.
School.
Work.
Things i said.
might upset u till now.
Forgive me.
Just give me sometimes to accept things the way they are.

NO MATTER WHAT
YOU STAY WITH ME FOREVER and ever ever........
Please don't keep anything from me.
No secrets beetween us ok??

One More

I heart you GB. Give me sometimes yar.

And to my one and only hubby. I LOVE YOU SOO DAMN MUCH AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU DARLING........................

I would like to give a peace of advise
IF U CANT FIGHT THEM
JOIN THEM

PEACE OUT

05 Oct 2007, Friday

2007-10-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU LINDA TAY POH KIM !!!!!!

I HATE YOU MOTHER FUCKER !!!!!!!!!

DIE BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

30 Sept 2007, Sunday

2007-09-30T10:21:00.000+08:00

Over Drive
Dance Party

20 oct 2007, Sat
11pm-Late
Concourse
$48

The choicest cut, the dirtiest rymes, the phattest beats the slikest moves.. its all gonna be at OVERDRIVE, the hip-hop party u'll kick yourself for missing! We've got some of the craziest hip-hop acts lined up.

Witness the man behind Justin timberlake's justified Tour, My love and Sexy back music video, choreographer Marty Kudelka, Rev up the party With eddie Morales, Choreographer to janet jackson and Mariah Carey and Nick Bass, who has danced with Madonna, Beyonce and Usher among others.

Bounce to the killer beats of DJ Ko FLowand Stylustiks who've spun and scratched their way to fame! Jaw-drop as motor mouthed beatboxer Zul Mystroe spits and battles it out withthe DJs!

So, calling all hip-hop honeys, b-boysand girls, bedroom turntablists, night surfers and urban people...

get on up,we'll see you at the party!

In association with Esplanade Partner:NOKIA & MTV

Go to

http://www.dansfestival.com/overdrive.htm for more details.

See ya'all there. Well! i hope so...

Missing you still. After a splendid one on one time with you GB.

Have a great weekend everybody. Love the people around you, And if they don't, Stab them through their mouth with carrot. -Adapted from shoot 'em up. :)

Ciao;>

17 Sept 2007, Monday

2007-09-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

i love you but i hate you at the same time...

Everybody's changing... and i hate that

Or maybe its just me. *Being too sensitive*. But the heart has its reason. Haiz.. i don't understand myself. No living person is the same always. And thats really sux!!!

Well, i think i just gonna keep my mouth shut cause speaking without thinking is like shooting without looking. So....... SILENT!!!

Confuse

16 Sept 2007, Sunday

2007-09-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

My Heart Goes....

Hapiness

Happiness is the most important thing in life. Happiness does not depend on circumstances but on the way we re-act to what happens and how we re-act depends on our attitude of mind.

Forgiveness

Everyone deserve forgiveness. Cause there's bad in the best of us and there's good even in the worst of us. Bear that in mind yar people!! And don't let your emotion create havoc in your life(like me).

Be Good

Those who love others will be loved in return. Do good to others and others will do good to you. Hate people and be hated by them. Hurt them and they will hurt you. Life is as simple as that.

Will Be Back..

Love Ya'all

Ciou;>

11 Sept 2007, Tuesday

2007-09-11T07:37:00.000+08:00

Hola Niamor.. My Heart Goes

Well. i'm up. At work. That suck. i Know. i'm usually, mostly, on the computer, doodling.
And i thought my life could have been, with more meaning in it. Like you know, always have somewhere to go, things to do. Busy; albeit fun? But no. Reality has to be unkind. Like how everyone who hangs out with Lista, get a lista thrown at them, acting all smiley and all but actually, lista likes to fuck people without them knowing? ( not. u .loves) But of course, a lista doesnt usually mean it when she fucks people up. She must be slightly (or not.), irritated, (or not.), but thats just it. you know.

There are, for a few; just a few, with whom i really absolutely treasure the friendship i have. Chey chey chey! all emo sey.. But seriously! you know? Like how i can only go to one, two people with something like " Shit, our friend is such a bitch, i'd rather she not know.haha

Anyways. i don't really get to spend much time with the darlings due to the working hour (sux). And i'm glad they understand. Oh my god. i love them and i miss them already Especially, Family and GB. i miss being around them. Although i saw GB yesterday but still.NOT ENOUGH.

Name list *haha*-

-Mr arifin my hubby
-Family. especially mum Heysiah and my bro farok lista
-Janane aka My gangster baby
-The cousin sharifah aminah al-faqeh
- The Dance Mates Izan And Ivan

Suntec dance's boring compare to suntec dance 2005. Dancers are all lack of energy. Come on ah. Suntec dance is Second most popular hip hop dance competiton. But Still. Congratz to the winners of course. And i love the boy who won the juniour open solo category. He deserves it. Oh my god,he is so cute.. he actually did a raggae hip-hop. He's good and creative at the same time. and he's only 10. Keep it up boy.

Have i ever mention that the first person i think of every morning is my GB. Don't ask me y k?

PS: I've got to stop. The customer here annoys me. like crazy!! Besides, Big bosses are all here including GB's daddy.. Mr Elan..

K take care lovessssss

Peace out;>

07 Sept 2007, Friday

2007-09-07T08:23:00.000+08:00

I'm back with more me, myself, i and the darlings.. n my Heart Goes

Love

We've all dabbled in love. We've all felt the warmth nuzzle against our cheek, allowed it to drive us into a vacuum of desperation and insanity. we've all been disgustingly romantic, hurt by smallest cut. We've all let love put ourselves in situations we'd have never expected ourselves to be in.

The only mistake we made was the first in the list- to dabble in love, to allow love to choreograph our lives into a muddle mess.

M at work now. so cant really pen in my entries. will be back with more happening stuff i did for the past days.

Ciou;p

01 Sept 2007 , Saturday

2007-09-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

LAZY ASS

Sorry. i'm officially an on-off blogger. lolz.
For now. M at work. Fucking Busy and i'm Fucking tired.
Arrrggggghhhhhhh. i want to go home. *sob sob*

GB!!!! When am i gonna see you.sigh. i miss you. like totally!!!
i heart you Gangster darling

Be back

peace out. muackssssssss

Bad idea

2007-08-24T08:51:00.000+08:00

Yar man. this time i have to agree with GB. Blogdrive?? not good. not good.
Blogspot!! don't let me down. haha.

Well. bye bye listalovedancing
And welcome to my world listaloveshim.blogspot.com

Be back with more me, myself and i and the darlingss of mylife.

Peace out